Number one on my list: CAREER!
I've been mentioning a lot in my recent entries that there's this job that I want but unfortunately, I don't think I got it. I had my exam in The Medical City last Tuesday. I had the feeling that I will pass but I didn't receive any confirmatory text since Friday. The people I took exam with received texts already! I'm so depressed. I wanted that spot so badly. I still hope that I will get a text by Monday, just in time for the Psych test on Tuesday. But then again, I don't want to expect that much anymore because it would totally crush my heart. I really felt that I will get in and now that I didn't, I don't know what to do next. I know I shouldn't lose hope. I'm a positive person. But I can't help to be sad. And even embarrassed! I feel like I can't face my groupmates and the people I took the exam with. And I envy them. :( After my training in Jose Reyes, I thought a job in Medical City is waiting for me already. Now I don't have anything to do next after that training. I may be forced to take my US board exams earlier. Tsk.
Okay, I'll call HR Department by Monday. If it's really negative, that's when I should think of what to do next.
Oh Lord, please give me this one. I hope they just forgot to text me or there was a network problem that's why I didn't get THE TEXT.
Number two: Save it for the next entry.
For the meantime, I'll de-stress and re-energize myself through unwatched dvd's and un-updated looklet account... :)